Friday, November 13, 2009
BY THE E M O K I D.
12:21 AM
WOOOH.
the first ever time to blog in sch using my laptop. :)
so happy to have completed something, just something.
at least i wouldnt have brought my bulky laptop in vain.
but it wasn't exactly an excellent piece of work. :/
day in sch today was quite a quiet and serene one.
2 lessons only.
1st being extremely scary when many things just register as a blur in my head.
2nd being quite mindless and drowsily boring.
taking into account the fact that i didnt have much sleep the night before.
AND i left the lecture theatre early.
so much for being a 1st yr, 1st sem student.
i truly love this line of mine now.
"does it even matter if the truth came to light?"
it may sound pretty emo-ish but the fact just reflects a certain degree of stupidity.
anyway, for those really nice concerned friends of mine, rest assure that i am fine.
i do a lot of self-reflection just to keep myself sane
as life is just too fast-paced.
don't you think?
oh yes, before i leave school, i MUST write something down.
on saturday, 24th of Oct i did something extremely mindless.
but it was an insane experience nevertheless.
*i just hope that if there was a 2nd time, it would be much more happening.
oh my. a blog entry after a long time and this is what i came up with.
i guess that spells the end of my entry for the day.
have a good remaining day everyone!
cheerios.
BY THE E M O K I D.
6:12 PM
Tuesday, September 15, 2009
complicated creatures aren't we?
in particular, females may i say.
like me i tend to be paranoid when there's no need to.
i shed tears even when i know it's not worth it.
it's funny uh.
i also wonder what's the need for so many abstract questions.
the more you pry, the more you discover
and at times the truth really hurts.
and then is it even worth it?
why is it that the more i want it, the harder it is for me to retrieve it.
what more when it is inaccessible?
the picture above is reflective of the current mood i'm in.
i just feel like blending into the darkness of the night and be oblivious to things.
rather than trying to find an answer.
i have many things to say actually but it cannot be so easily expressed.
till next time.
goodnight ya'all.
best regards.
BY THE E M O K I D.
12:32 AM
Sunday, September 06, 2009
A BIRTHDAY WISH FOR A SPECIAL FRIEND.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY XIAO YAN! :D
can i just whine for a little bit.
uni is not easy.
learning a completely new subject is difficult.
so what if it's interesting.
can it guarantee that i'll be able to remember a S***load of facts in just a mere 3 mths?
i have this darn principle that i should always go on with whatever i started off with.
because i do not want to give up.
okay.
that's just the school bit.
been feeling rather down due to surprise quizzes, etc.
it's the same as the times in jc minus the company of great friends.
one which makes studying life a whole lot easier.
today i had some alone time in the library.
read a korean textbook and felt rather gleeful
trivial things like this can actually make me smile.
to end this really abrupt and no-brainer post
i will present to you my favourite boy.
-would you take a moment to smile for me?-
BY THE E M O K I D.
2:03 AM
Thursday, August 20, 2009
a life.
a choice.
but there's no known decision.
and it's driving me crazy.
amidst all that commotion in the head,
im happy to be in school.
lessons have been pretty different.
very interactive, unique. I LIKE.
the shuttle bus to and fro from schools.
pals been nice
and i should CHANGE.
change in many different perspectives/angles
to be a better person hopefully.
too many things yet so little to say.
just reminded me about my craft of writing course.
i didnt know just one small tutorial occupies my storage memory till now
yes lame.
come to think of it, i think i entertain myself a lot.
alright. thoughts blocked.
till next time.
-avillaininthehead.
BY THE E M O K I D.
1:23 AM
just thought about the word "lucky"
im just wondering what exactly makes someone feel lucky.
does luck have a definite meaning stuck to it
i remember how this term got me all jittery when i see it in my GP exams
if i were to see it as one of the compo questions i'll avoid it at all costs
and demean it as a bullshit question.
HAHA
right. it's just weird how a particular word just sets me thinking
my mother keeps telling me nowadays how "cuckoo" i can be
just right since im taking psych in uni now.
which of course brings to the fact that i'll be starting sch this wednesday.
so, lucky in terms of what can i say i feel?
lucky in terms of the life im leading.
lucky that i have wonderful people in my life
lucky just to be who i am.
uh-huh. i should really reflect on this.
it may even make me a happier person and not mull alot.
but i must admit i am very much luckier than alot of many other people.
therefore i should be thankful for everything.
villainofthehouse?
BY THE E M O K I D.
2:54 AM
Thursday, August 06, 2009
right.
so school's starting for me.
super anxious i tell you.
timetable's kinda making me feel antsy.
why am i older and forced to be independent?
[meant to be a rhetoric and never ever mentioned again]
it's bound to happen
and everyone else feels this.
so in the 1st place, why whine about it..
so...i've been trying to complete things that ive been wanting to do
none is finished though.
i watched about a 1/4 of a drama
found a volunteering organisation but timings clashed
at least ive completed ONE.
= successfully created a video just for joongbo
that was rrrreeeaaaaaaallly no mean feat. i spent about a whole morning doing it. :D
hmm. on a random note, i want a fedora hat!
and go listen to "dont worry, be happy" if ever you feel down.
a happy goober.
BY THE E M O K I D.
9:34 AM
