saya bertekad untuk menulis dalam bahasa melayu
hari ini adalah hari yang saya sedar bahawa saya terlupa khamis adalah "thursday" dalam bahasa melayu
saya berasa amat kecewa
adakah ini kerana saya sudah terlalu lama tidak berkomunikasi dan menulis dalam bahasa melayu?
saya harus gigih berusaha supaya saya tidak akan lupa bahasa melayu yang sungguh indah ini

hari ini saya menonton wayang di pawagam
tetapi saya terlelap beberapa kali mungkin kerana saya tidak ada cukup waktu tidur
pusat membeli belah di Vietnam ini tutup awal sekali, berbeza dengan situasi di Singapura
walaubagaimanapun, saya gembira kerana dapat menonton wayang di luar negeri tetapi tidak ada banyak perbezaan berbanding kepada Singapura

oooh, amat penat untuk memikir dalam bahasa melayu
jikalau saya duduk untuk peperiksaan As atau Os, mungkin saya tidak akan lulus
T.T

sampai sini sahaja saya akan tulis
hingga masa yang lain

selamat malam

so 2 weeks passed since i stepped into an alienic land
and i feel sad to leave this lovely city of hanoi in a few days time
the short walks to S Club for breakfast and straight to that sole air-conditioned room (it seems) for our lectures and not to forget the field trips that we have
i am pretty sure this place will be etched in my mind & heart forever.

and next would be ho chi minh city where i heard would be even more closer to home
im not too sure about that, but i am obviously looking forward to that

halong bay during the weekend was pretty exhilarating with a private cruise just for 9 people
seafood lunch was okay, scenery was to soak in like till forever
i love how humble vietnam is although i admit i dislike the air pollution
it makes me wonder how damaged my lungs are already after only 2 weeks here.

many things are learnt thus far
the friendships that i make along the way
the locals that seem to make me smile so widely and comfortably
the conversations shared
the sort of people and personality that seems to stand out after you know that person for a substantial amount of time
the pictures i snap with a lousy camera phone
but i know all this is worthwhile and there are valuable lessons to be learnt

i feel blessed for this opportunity overseas and i hope that i will eventually truly grasp the underlying meaning for all that have transgressed and hopefully mould me into a better person.

with my limited knowledge of the incredibly interesting vietnamese,
tạm biệt

xin chao!

today marks the 7th day into my overseas experience in vietnam
there are many things that comes to mind as i am writing this entry down
thus far, i feel that vietnam have been a humble place with people that are interesting.
although there are many similarities which is really difficult for me to put it into words.
through this trip, ive tried to make comfortable conversations with people around me but it seems that it's getting harder to achieve and as a result i feel ive almost deliberately drifted myself off from people.

as it is, when i thought ive made a good friend, i still feel the distance and have not been able to break through that invisible but evident barrier. is it because of that obvious difference or could it be due to my wild imaginatiton of what people may think about me. one thing i can learn from this though is that no matter where one is, you will definitely tend to bond well with people who have the same mentality as you and who are of the same "breed" as you. i dont know if it's fair enough for me to say this, but i am still quite skeptical of the relationships that i can make out of this trip.

whatever it is, i hope that tomorrow will be an awesome brand new day. i pray that this month will be as smooth-sailing as possible and that i will forge closer bonds with people around me. i promise myself that if ever i have the chance to chat up with the people around me, i will and i must. only then will i be able to make out the most from this adventure of mine.

till then,
tam biet. :)

dead

hello blog. today is an unexpectedly tiring day.

im having a headache now but i have to study for my midterm astro test that falls TMR.

i received my online shopping purchase today.

YAY. looks slightly big for me but i shall just wear it.

this post is going to be all-journal-fied because i have no inspiration to write properly.

okay. i pray that the burden of my upcoming days are lessened

although i have like 3 important assignments waiting for me to deal with

WHY is studying so draining. AND PLEASE. all those NS people or working people.

I KNOW WHAT IM SAYING.

off to absorb more info for ass-throw.

goodbye.

blessed

지금 나 청말 미쳐 아ㅏㅏㅏㅏㅏㅏㅏㅏㅏㅏ!

omg. seriously life is so freak annoying.
like pls. okay. not life, family!!!!!!
i know this sounds damn personal, but i dont really care.
im not hanging my dirty laundry, im just venting my feelings verbally.
even at this moment, i just feel like LAUGHIIIIINNNG.
gosh. i have such an amazingly funny family. interpret it however you want.

yes, continue with your orchestra of words.
pls do other things more worthwhile. thanks. for the brief silence though.
haiz. now it philosophy coming into the picture.
seriously. now i think i sound like some rebel minding my own business.

i belated realise how this post does not make sense but i shall just put it up for "memories" sake.

okay, im done here. toodles oodles.

a different perspective.

so life has been rather mundane.

oh maybe apart from the fact that i have to study for midterms

which ive been procrastinating.

oh god.

when will this internal motivation of mine NOT die out.

okay, positivity.

i shall get off this computer once i complete this blogpost.

other than that, today was really strange.

i dont understand why females are so sensitive.

especially when someone close to you has no intention to hurt you or whatsoever

then why take it to heart?

do i blame it on the biology of females? i wonder.

and there were just a lot of things that made me reflect on myself further.

whether ive always had a clear goal in my life that makes me sacrifice anything towards it or not

and what if i dont? does that mean it's over for me even?

and then of course im thinking of those people of my generation making a name for themselves already. and then what about me....

people like GD, Bieber, Hongki.

HAHA. i dont know why those random names.

but it strikes me at this moment.

alright. imma just end it here.

a quick update.
a new week, and new things learnt.
never have i reflected so much after talking to people.
although i know that it's not exactly very "healthy" to reflect and ponder on something for too long, but i guess i cannot really help it. HEE.
conversations with people make me realise what humility truly means.
and what life as a whole truly mean to any individual out there.

HURHHH.
got writer's block suddenly.
oh but yes, my progress for my lovely G is coming albeit slowly
BUT IM STILL HAPPY.

end. here. thinking about my due positive psych project tomorrow. :/